Your name of Qadesha makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. Laughter and light pleasantries are suppressed by this name. If given the opportunity, you would find it easier to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through creative writing or artistic endeavour, but even along these lines, you sense restrictions in your ability to express as well as you would like. You desire affection and understanding but often leave the impression that you want to be left alone. Although you tend not to like crowds and social activities, there are occasions when you feel lonely and misunderstood. You enjoy exploring and observing animals and birds in their natural surroundings. You are earnest and studious, but can be stubborn and fixed in your ideas and opinions. You prefer an outdoors environment, but could be happy in any position in which you experience freedom and versatility. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness. There could also be a sensitivity in the heart and respiratory organs.
