Your first name of Qudisha has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. It is difficult for you to find lasting happiness in association because you are exacting, fixed in your ideas, and inclined to be secretive. Although you are stable and trustworthy in your own work, you lack the confidence to assume responsibilities for others. This name restricts congenial expression and association, creating much aloneness. You enjoy learning from discussions, but express your deeper thoughts and feelings better through writing. Sometimes moody and morbid thoughts interfere with your stability and ability to concentrate to reach your goals, especially when you are under pressure. As you think in a methodical way, you could be quite inventive along practical or technical lines and would enjoy working with your hands in such activities as crafting or cooking. A lack of fluency in your verbal expression may appear as bluntness. You could express your thoughts more easily in writing than in speaking. You may also experience some deafness.