Your first name of Raakel has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. As you dislike monotony, you are inclined to scatter your efforts and put off handling details until you are forced to take action. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.