Your first name of Raenar has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You find it difficult to say “no” and mean it. Your close friends are few. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. When you feel you are understood, you then must guard against jealousy and possessiveness. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.