Your first name of Rakelsha has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. If you are not careful, people take advantage of your generous nature. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.