Your name of Ramatoulie has given you depth of mind and a studious, philosophical nature. You then feel misunderstood and lonely and your thoughts can become turbulent and despondent, occasionally morbid. There are times when you experience inner turbulence at your inability to say what you mean. You find pleasure in literature, in poetry, and in your ideals and will turn to them when you feel you have been misunderstood. You are constantly on guard for fear of being criticized or ridiculed. Your vivid imagination places you right in the story and even if someone calls you, you may not hear. You find companionship in novels and can become so absorbed in your reading that you are unaware of what is going on around you. Because your feelings run deep, you must guard against the ups and downs, being very inspired one minute, then moody, reserved, and depressed the next. You crave affection but seldom find anyone who understands your nature. You are inspired by encouragement from others, yet suspicious of their intent.