The name of Raruka creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. It is much easier for you to share your deeper thoughts and feelings through writing rather than orally. The outdoors often acts as a panacea for times when you feel distraught and pressured. You dislike crowds and prefer solitude, or experiences shared with only a few close friends. It is a struggle, for there are times when you would like to stop and be peaceful and to while away the hours, but then you start thinking of the time being wasted without accomplishing anything. Being energetic and restless, you require outlets in creative accomplishment; otherwise you experience moods and depression when faced with monotony or inactivity. If you are active you feel as if you are making progress. You revere the vastness and wonderment of nature and can find a measure of peace and harmony when active outdoors. Others often find it difficult to understand you. Otherwise, your nervous tension could cause breakdowns, heart problems, or lung trouble.