Your first name of Rashenia has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are happiest when you are expressing in some artistic way, free from monotony and detail. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. Your close friends are few. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. You are loyal to your friends and go out of your way to help others. You long for love and affection and for your sensitive feelings to be understood. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring.