Your first name of Rathanam has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. If told that you must do something, you tend to resist, but when your sense of co-operation is appealed to, then your desire to please brings out your best. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. You are positive in your opinions, and slow and deliberate in your expression. On occasion, you tend to be very fussy and particular over incidentals and, at other times, too scattering and inconsistent. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
