Your first name of Rathore has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, your activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. You enjoy surprises to a degree, yet it is difficult for you to adjust quickly. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
