Your first name of Rawshana has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, your activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. This disparity creates frustration within you as you cannot consistently maintain the system and order you desire. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. You love children and could enjoy teaching. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
