Your first name of Rayamber has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. You always wonder if you are doing the right thing, desiring to express yourself but afraid to. Your deep affection for and devotion to others expresses naturally in an atmosphere of understanding. Many times, you feel misunderstood because not even your closest friends really know you. You crave affection and understanding, yet because you can be so easily and deeply hurt, you have learned to keep your true nature hidden; therefore people do not really know you. Crudeness and vulgarity are very repulsive to you and you are very particular about little things. You could be drawn to the mysteries of life, religious or philosophical concepts, to the arts, music, or the theatre. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person. Thus, you live much within your own thoughts, often finding your escape in reading, which you love to do.