Your first name of Raydale has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Occasionally, when you are unhappy or disappointed by something, you can be moody and temperamental, and feel misunderstood and unappreciated. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.