Your name of Realia makes you independent, self-reliant, and determined. Laughter and light pleasantries are suppressed by this name. All the finer things of life and beauties of nature are an inspiration to you and you are attracted to the mysteries of nature. The crashing of waves against the shore, mountain peaks silhouetted against a dusky sky, are surroundings that help you to experience peace and contentment. If given the opportunity, you would find it easier to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through creative writing or artistic endeavour, but even along these lines, you sense restrictions in your ability to express as well as you would like. You are earnest and studious, but can be stubborn and fixed in your ideas and opinions. You desire affection and understanding but often leave the impression that you want to be left alone. You could excel in scientific research because of your ability to concentrate and remember details, or you could be inventive along practical, mechanical lines. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. The insecurity you experience from limited verbal expression and social ease results in a jealous possessiveness and suffering through frustration, repressed emotion, and self-consciousness.
