Your first name of Reneeluz creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. You are interested in religions or other philosophical theories owing to a desire to understand the deeper meanings and reasons for life. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. In many situations with people, you may appear very outgoing and charming, but within, you may feel extremely nervous and self-conscious. You have an high regard for refinement and romance and draw strength from meaningful relationships. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. Your super-sensitive, psychic qualities make it difficult for you to control your thoughts and feelings. Thus, you could suffer with morbid and confusing thoughts leading to depression and anxiety You love to read. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within.