Your first name of Renovation creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. You are possessive and struggle with jealousy because of lack of confidence and feelings of inferiority. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. String instruments that simulate the sound of wind passing through the trees appeal to your love of the outdoors and its natural beauties. When you feel understood, you love deeply and intensely, but suffer just as acutely when misunderstandings occur. You are sensitive to what others think about you and do not like to be questioned too closely about your personal life. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. Being sensitive and temperamental, you tend to swing from intense optimism to the depths of despair. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading.
