The name Renshim gives you a strongly independent and highly creative nature, with drive and ambition to have experiences and accomplish things out of the ordinary. Many times your success has been limited by your love of freedom and new experiences, thus causing you to make changes that prevent reaping the full benefits of previous efforts. In response to a dare, you may, at times, disregard discretion. You abhor injustice and repression. Even though you are very analytical and logical, you tend to veer from intense optimism to intense pessimism. When you are discouraged or have been unfairly treated, it is not unusual for you to entertain thoughts of getting even or of wondering if life is worth the effort. You can work intently at whatever is new and holds your interest at the moment, but your interest wanes quickly when drudgery and monotony set in. You can then become intolerant of others, and caustic and belittling in your expression, thereby imposing stress on your personal relationships. Also tension could centre in the solar plexus and stomach, causing nervous indigestion, muscular cramps, ulcerated stomach, or moods of depression that may lead to morbid or destructive thoughts. Relaxation is elusive, and depletion due to nervous tension can develop to the point where you become subject to moods of depression and morbid thoughts.
