Your first name of Reshmaja has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. Others impose upon your generosity at times, and you do not always reap the rewards for all that you do. However, self-consciousness, at times, prevents you from feeling at ease in positions of impromptu self-expression. You enjoy reading and can become so absorbed that you are unaware of what is happening around you. The mysteries of life, the phenomena of nature, and religious and occult concepts appeal to your desire to understand the deeper aspects of life. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. Your friends seldom know what to expect from you because of this dual character—friendly and charming one moment or lost in introspection the next. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The reserved, sensitive side of your nature brings aloneness and friction into your life, although you crave affection and understanding.