Your first name of Retamay has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You can so thoroughly be absorbed in a novel that you do not hear what is going on around you. You may appear reserved and aloof, but you seek love and tenderness. You are very idealistic and romantic within yourself and may have tried to express your beautiful thoughts through poetry or writing. When you experience friendship and support from others, you feel better about yourself. You live much within your own thoughts and find companionship in literature, especially romance or mystery. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area.