Your first name of Rhudave creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Laughter and light pleasantries are not a natural expression for you, as you tend to be reticent and self-conscious, and suffer, at times, with depression and self-pity. You capably deflect questions and the other person does not even realize how cleverly you have changed the subject. You are not overly practical and tend to be influenced through your emotions. You are interested in religions or other philosophical theories owing to a desire to understand the deeper meanings and reasons for life. When you feel understood, you love deeply and intensely, but suffer just as acutely when misunderstandings occur. Often you feel misunderstood by others. String instruments that simulate the sound of wind passing through the trees appeal to your love of the outdoors and its natural beauties. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading.