Your first name of Ruan has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy. Being conscientious, you work hard at activities but, if they become too monotonous, you lose interest, and as a result, some tasks remain unfinished. In some ways you are too exacting and appear insensitive and, in other ways, you are too indulgent and accommodating when it comes to your family and friends. Moods or temper can be a problem, for you are not a naturally optimistic, happy-go-lucky person. If you pursue musical or the artistic expression, you would be drawn to the technical aspects and strive for perfection. You could find satisfaction in a role of service. Settled conditions in your home and business life mean a great deal to you. You show your devotion for your family and friends by the things you do for them, but you must guard against becoming too protective and possessive of those who mean the most to you. At times you are motivated more by moods and desires than by sound logic and reason, and under conditions of stress you could react inadvertently in temper or stubbornness that you would regret later. You have intense urges and feelings for which you can find no expression.
