The name of Rubaisha creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. However, you prefer to avoid routine, monotony, and menial tasks. Theoretical work that requires planning, concentration, and close attention to detail interests you. You can be analytical and logical in your thinking, accomplishing almost anything upon which your mind is centred. Writing is a more natural mode of expression for your deeper thoughts and feelings than the spoken word. The outdoors often acts as a panacea for times when you feel distraught and pressured. You love the sense of freedom. If you are active you feel as if you are making progress. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities. Your feelings tend to build up within you and, if you cannot release them through a creative, constructive channel, you could suffer with frustration, moods, and much inner turmoil.
