Your first name of Rubeina creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Your sensitive nature causes you to lack self-confidence, and to withdraw from arguments or turmoil, as any discord reflects quickly through your nervous system. You have learned to hide your innermost thoughts and feelings. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. You are interested in religions or other philosophical theories owing to a desire to understand the deeper meanings and reasons for life. You capably deflect questions and the other person does not even realize how cleverly you have changed the subject. In many situations with people, you may appear very outgoing and charming, but within, you may feel extremely nervous and self-conscious. Under the right circumstances, you can be very dramatic, creative, and clever and could excel in the acting field, the arts, or along musical lines. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.