Your first name of Rubesha creates an idealistic, charming, expressive personality. It is difficult for you to make decisions; you constantly ask others what they think. Being impressionable and receptive, you feel deeply the distress of others and find it difficult to handle turmoil and conflict. Many times you dream about what you desire in life, but when it comes down to the effort required to accomplish your goals, your lack of confidence spoils your strength and initiative. You cannot be hurried through your studies or tasks. The problems of others can also affect you through a sympathetic condition which creates a susceptibility to sickness and extreme nervous tension. To please others and receive approval and affection is important to you; but when they let you down, you tend to become temperamental and self-pitying. In fact, you rely heavily on the support and encouragement of others. With good intentions, you make promises but do not always keep them. You must guard your speech against gossip because of your interest in the personal lives of others.