Quiet and determined, you enjoy activities on your own close to nature or with natural elements such as in floral design, gardening, fishing, oceanography, or farming. Lack of proper verbal and emotional expression creates intensity and unhappiness within you, which in turn disturbs your nervous system and depletes your vitality. As Rubi-Ann, you are a conscientious worker, taking your responsibilities seriously. You enjoy learning from discussions, but express your deeper thoughts and feelings better through writing. This name restricts congenial expression and association, creating much aloneness. You desire to be understood, but your self-consciousness makes it challenging for you to be relaxed and friendly. It is difficult for you to find lasting happiness in association because you are exacting, fixed in your ideas, and inclined to be secretive. Although you are stable and trustworthy in your own work, you lack the confidence to assume responsibilities for others. You may also experience some deafness. You could express your thoughts more easily in writing than in speaking.