Your first name of Rubyrain has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy. Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways. As you expect a great deal of yourself and others, you can become discontent and disillusioned when you do not live up to your own expectations, or when others let you down. If you pursue musical or the artistic expression, you would be drawn to the technical aspects and strive for perfection. Not greatly ambitious, you do not want to be responsible for the work of others, although you are very steadfast and trustworthy in your own work. You are attracted to, and could excel in, the mechanical or technical fields, such as computers. You tend to specialize, finding outlets in practical creativity, for example, cooking, crafting, or computer work. Your religious affiliations are based upon family tradition and custom, rather than your personal convictions. Through stress and tension, you could suffer with problems in your digestive system or in your nervous system. At times you are motivated more by moods and desires than by sound logic and reason, and under conditions of stress you could react inadvertently in temper or stubbornness that you would regret later.
