Your first name of Rudainah has created contrasting qualities in your nature. You tend to live your ideas day and night, or else lose interest completely. You could be inventive along practical, mechanical lines. Lack of attention to details by others can be very frustrating. You have an inquisitive, investigative mind and a curiosity about life, along with an interest in scientific matters. In fact, you feel awkward and self-conscious when put in delicate situations, as you feel your inability to be as diplomatic as you should be. You can be very analytical, exacting, and patient as long as there is a challenge holding your interest, such as in the field of computers with its technical challenge. Drawn into hard work and detail, at times you long for new experiences and adventure. Your first impressions of situations or people are usually accurate, although there are times when you are too naïve, causing you to trust people who then let you down. This skepticism has not protected you from many disappointments when people you have trusted have let you down.