Your first name of Ruderial creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. String instruments that simulate the sound of wind passing through the trees appeal to your love of the outdoors and its natural beauties. As a result of your love of the out-of-doors, you would experience the most peace and harmony out in the quiet of nature. You love your freedom and find peace of mind away from the bustle of human activity, especially if you are alone and free to observe the beauties of life. Thus, you could suffer with morbid and confusing thoughts leading to depression and anxiety You love to read. You have an high regard for refinement and romance and draw strength from meaningful relationships. There are times when you read that you do not hear what is going on around you. You are inclined to specialize in those activities that mean the most to you. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.