The name of Rudiyasha creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. You would give anything to be outgoing, expressive, and spontaneous, instead of serious and taciturn. You can be extremely independent and aloof. This name restricts your verbal expression, making you secretive and withdrawn. This lack of communication creates unhappiness and moods of depression. You enjoy the out-of-doors and find your greatest peace and relaxation from the beauty and harmony of nature. You dislike crowds and prefer solitude, or experiences shared with only a few close friends. Yet, even out in nature, you cannot just stop and relax, but need to be active in some way such as canoeing, hiking, fishing, climbing, in order to provide an outlet for your restless energy. Others often find it difficult to understand you. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.
