Your first name of Rugare creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Being sensitive and temperamental, you tend to swing from intense optimism to the depths of despair. You are inclined to specialize in those activities that mean the most to you. You have learned to hide your innermost thoughts and feelings. You have an appreciation for all the fine and beautiful things in life, and could excel in music, art, drama, or literary undertakings, where you could find an expression for your deeper feelings that you would not find otherwise. There are times when you read that you do not hear what is going on around you. Thus, you could suffer with morbid and confusing thoughts leading to depression and anxiety You love to read. When you feel understood, you love deeply and intensely, but suffer just as acutely when misunderstandings occur. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.