The name of Ruhaidah creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. You have a deep, artistic, and creative side which shows through a love for music and literature. You work best alone, preferably outdoors. Writing is a more natural mode of expression for your deeper thoughts and feelings than the spoken word. Delighting in mystery, you are drawn toward occult sciences. Theoretical work that requires planning, concentration, and close attention to detail interests you. You prefer to limit your friendships and associations to those who share your interests and appreciate your quiet, refined ways. You would give anything to be outgoing, expressive, and spontaneous, instead of serious and taciturn. Others often find it difficult to understand you. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities.