The name of Ruhamah creates an overly-sensitive nature which causes you to sense and feel far more than you can understand or put into words. You can be extremely independent and aloof. Yet, even out in nature, you cannot just stop and relax, but need to be active in some way such as canoeing, hiking, fishing, climbing, in order to provide an outlet for your restless energy. It is a struggle, for there are times when you would like to stop and be peaceful and to while away the hours, but then you start thinking of the time being wasted without accomplishing anything. Either you may live an idea night and day, or lose interest completely. You would give anything to be outgoing, expressive, and spontaneous, instead of serious and taciturn. This lack of communication creates unhappiness and moods of depression. This name restricts your verbal expression, making you secretive and withdrawn. Sometimes you must fight to control your mental state and nervous system against morbid, turbulent thoughts resulting from your psychic sensitivities. Otherwise, your nervous tension could cause breakdowns, heart problems, or lung trouble.
