Your first name of Ruiying has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, your activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. Although you desire to be spontaneous and natural, you are often drawn into technical and methodical lines of endeavour and the incidentals of life. Sometimes giving yourself something to look forward to provides the incentive to work your way through monotonous tasks. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. Occasionally, you can be argumentative, obstinate, and somewhat intolerant of the weaknesses of others, even though it is not your intention to be deliberately hurtful. You can be easily hurt by harsh words and depreciatory remarks, but you hide your feelings and appear indifferent as though they do not affect you. While you can be exacting and thorough in whatever you decide to undertake, and desire to keep a well-ordered life with everything in its place, it is not easy for you to maintain the system and order you would like. You enjoy sugars and starchy, rich foods. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
