Your first name of Rujula has made you a sociable person who appreciates the beauties of nature and the refinements of life, and is moved by music and the arts. You suffer greatly with lack of confidence and self-consciousness. Sometimes because it is difficult for you to cope with the reality of life, especially when you are unhappy, you will often read to avoid issues rather than facing objectionable situations. You live much within your own thoughts and find companionship in literature, especially romance or mystery. At times, there is a decidedly independent and determined side to your nature in coping with people; however, you dislike to witness hurt feelings and will avoid issues. You may find some expression but it would usually be light conversation, rarely daring to reveal your deeper thoughts or take others into your confidence for fear of criticism or ridicule. You value the beauty and peace experienced while outdoors away from crowds or the pressures of life. You cry easily despite your efforts to control this sensitivity. You have a very kind and gentle nature, and although you may be in a position in contact with the public, you will still be a lonely and reserved person. Under stressful conditions, you may experience tension in the solar plexus area.