Your first name of Rukshshena creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Your sensitive nature causes you to lack self-confidence, and to withdraw from arguments or turmoil, as any discord reflects quickly through your nervous system. You have learned to hide your innermost thoughts and feelings. You are possessive and struggle with jealousy because of lack of confidence and feelings of inferiority. You have an appreciation for all the fine and beautiful things in life, and could excel in music, art, drama, or literary undertakings, where you could find an expression for your deeper feelings that you would not find otherwise. Under the right circumstances, you can be very dramatic, creative, and clever and could excel in the acting field, the arts, or along musical lines. When you feel understood, you love deeply and intensely, but suffer just as acutely when misunderstandings occur. Thus, you could suffer with morbid and confusing thoughts leading to depression and anxiety You love to read. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading.