Your first name of Rupan has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. Sometimes moody and morbid thoughts interfere with your stability and ability to concentrate to reach your goals, especially when you are under pressure. Your endurance and persistence enable you to carry your activities through to completion. It is difficult for you to find lasting happiness in association because you are exacting, fixed in your ideas, and inclined to be secretive. You would find enjoyment and peace in an outdoor environment studying the flora and fauna of nature from a scientific point of view. You desire to be understood, but your self-consciousness makes it challenging for you to be relaxed and friendly. As you keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself, this reserved quality has created misunderstandings with others because they feel left out. Your accomplishments are based on your systematic, meticulous, patient, and thorough nature along with your powers of concentration. You seldom experience the peace of mind that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. You may also experience some deafness.