Your first name of Ruping has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. If you receive an apology, you can be very forgiving, for you do not tend to hold grudges. You are friendly by nature, but you cannot enjoy complete ease in association because of a difficulty in expressing yourself. You are easily reached through sympathy to help someone in need, and always rise to the occasion in an emergency. Although you would like to be natural in conveying emotional sentiments, you tend to be matter-of-fact and practical in expressions of appreciation for others. You are an emotional person. Love and affection are motivating qualities within you, but it is not easy for you to find the words to express your deeper feelings of affection. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration.
