Your first name of Ruruka has given you inspirational, idealistic, and dramatic qualities. You prefer being creative. You feel the silence and it makes you nervous. You have great imagination, but must guard against morbid thoughts and moods of depression. At other times, you resort to silence as a method of handling a problem. These expressions of nature inspire your poetic and artistic inclinations, for you sense their harmony and experience placidity. Your delight in mystery and your sensitivity to things you do not understand could draw you into occult studies or religions. You do not appreciate being taken for granted. Your quick temper can flare up suddenly and be over as suddenly, leaving you very sorry for any suffering you have caused. Unfortunately, it is difficult for you to retain emotional stability, for you can easily swing into moods of depression and self-pity.