Your first name of Rusella creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Often you feel misunderstood by others. You are possessive and struggle with jealousy because of lack of confidence and feelings of inferiority. As a result of your love of the out-of-doors, you would experience the most peace and harmony out in the quiet of nature. You have an high regard for refinement and romance and draw strength from meaningful relationships. You are interested in religions or other philosophical theories owing to a desire to understand the deeper meanings and reasons for life. At times, you appear very serious and thoughtful to others, somewhat aloof and reserved. Thus, you could suffer with morbid and confusing thoughts leading to depression and anxiety You love to read. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within. This name restricts proper verbal expression; as a result, you are often lonely, craving understanding of others.
