Your first name of Rushan has created the desire to focus on the details of your immediate interests to the extent that others consider you to be fussy. You show your devotion for your family and friends by the things you do for them, but you must guard against becoming too protective and possessive of those who mean the most to you. This intensity in your nature causes you to be too critical and complaining at times. You are attracted to, and could excel in, the mechanical or technical fields, such as computers. Instead of establishing the system and order you would like, you are over-particular in some things that matter to you personally but lax and indulgent in other ways. You place great importance on whatever you happen to be interested in, and can be quite thorough and detailed in what you are doing, but find it difficult to be consistent. As you expect a great deal of yourself and others, you can become discontent and disillusioned when you do not live up to your own expectations, or when others let you down. If you pursue musical or the artistic expression, you would be drawn to the technical aspects and strive for perfection. At times you are motivated more by moods and desires than by sound logic and reason, and under conditions of stress you could react inadvertently in temper or stubbornness that you would regret later. Through stress and tension, you could suffer with problems in your digestive system or in your nervous system.
