Your first name of Rushiuan has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You enjoy the out-of-doors, the beauties of nature, and experience peace and relaxation in outdoor activities. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. People tend to be guarded in handling your over-sensitive qualities. On the other hand, among friends with whom you feel at ease, you are expressive, witty, and quite charming. These contrasting natures make it difficult for people to understand you and can lead to friction in your personal life. In a large group of comparative strangers, you are quiet and rather shy, unable to express yourself, not really wanting to become involved in conversation. By taking a walk in nature, you can often settle turmoil within yourself. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times. Over-indulgence could cause a weak back, skin conditions or arthritis later in life.