Your first name of Rusika has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. This name restricts congenial expression and association, creating much aloneness. You enjoy learning from discussions, but express your deeper thoughts and feelings better through writing. As you think in a methodical way, you could be quite inventive along practical or technical lines and would enjoy working with your hands in such activities as crafting or cooking. You would find enjoyment and peace in an outdoor environment studying the flora and fauna of nature from a scientific point of view. Because of your need for solitude and privacy, you dislike crowds and would sooner not have to handle the public. A lack of fluency in your verbal expression may appear as bluntness. As you keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself, this reserved quality has created misunderstandings with others because they feel left out. You could express your thoughts more easily in writing than in speaking. You seldom experience the peace of mind that comes with composed thinking and emotional control.