Your first name of Ruska has created a practical, patient, scientific nature able to concentrate on the finer details of a project or undertaking. You enjoy learning from discussions, but express your deeper thoughts and feelings better through writing. Because of your need for solitude and privacy, you dislike crowds and would sooner not have to handle the public. This name restricts congenial expression and association, creating much aloneness. You restrict your association to a few and usually they are people who understand your independent, quiet personality. You have acuity for sounds both mechanical and natural. As you keep your thoughts and feelings to yourself, this reserved quality has created misunderstandings with others because they feel left out. Lack of proper verbal and emotional expression creates intensity and unhappiness within you, which in turn disturbs your nervous system and depletes your vitality. You could express your thoughts more easily in writing than in speaking. You may also experience some deafness.
