Your first name of Ruthea has given you an idealistic nature with a desire to help others. Because of this lack of verbal expression, you experience inner feelings of frustration and repression which can cause you to retaliate. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed. Your desire to help also makes you generous, sympathetic, and loyal in your friendships. This name creates a dual quality in that at times, you are compassionate and understanding and, at other times, unyielding and strong willed. You long for praise and appreciation for your efforts, but others find it difficult to understand you. Although you know what is expected of you, you feel awkward and embarrassed when drawn into delicate situations that require extreme tact. Since you are impressionable and receptive, you feel the misfortunes of others very keenly. A leadership position appeals to you because you would enjoy directing others rather than being directed. You could also experience head tension such as headaches, weak eyes, or throat problems.