Your first name of Ruthella creates a very sensitive, inspirational, and idealistic nature. Often you feel misunderstood by others. Your sensitive nature causes you to lack self-confidence, and to withdraw from arguments or turmoil, as any discord reflects quickly through your nervous system. At times, you appear very serious and thoughtful to others, somewhat aloof and reserved. It is far easier for you to express yourself through verse and composition than orally. Thus, you could suffer with morbid and confusing thoughts leading to depression and anxiety You love to read. You resist pressure and seek harmonious environments and associations. You long for affection and understanding, but your quiet, reserved nature sometimes rebuffs the attention you so much desire. Yours is a very deep, reflective nature, but others would never know it as you keep your deeper feelings within. Someone may call your name and you will be so immersed that you tune everything out and you become a part of the story you are reading.
