Your first name of Ruthlotte has created contrasting qualities in your nature. You are independent and positive in opinion, original in your thinking, and a stickler for logic and reason. You cannot be pushed or driven, responding instead with great effort if you are approached with proper consideration. You desire change and varied experiences and you are capable in many areas, but you do not excel because of your scattering, impulsive desires. You have an inquisitive, investigative mind and a curiosity about life, along with an interest in scientific matters. In fact, you feel awkward and self-conscious when put in delicate situations, as you feel your inability to be as diplomatic as you should be. Good manners, reliability, and honesty are important to you, and you expect them in others. Although you desire to avoid monotony, you seem to be attuned to system, order, and attention to detail. The intensity created by the use of this name creates stomach and intestinal disorders such as ulcers, growths, or constipation. This skepticism has not protected you from many disappointments when people you have trusted have let you down.