Your first name of Ruttuja has made you happiest when you are expressing in some creative, artistic way, and not conforming to strict routine. You are deep, philosophical, and refined, but your extremely sensitive nature causes you to become depressed and self-pitying over any real or imagined slight. You seldom like your time to be organized rigidly by others, but like to do things in your own way, at your own time. You love to argue and can be strong-willed, but you are easily hurt by the comments of others. A very individual, independent person, you live within your own thoughts. You tend to scatter your efforts, often not finishing what you start, particularly when the task becomes mundane. When you feel misunderstood, you become very reserved and quiet, and do not want to be with people. You enjoy sweets and starchy foods. You find the beauties of nature, fine music, art, and literature--all the deeper things of life--inspiring. The heart and lungs could also be affected at stressful times.