Your first name of Ruudje contributes sensitive, creative, and idealistic qualities to your nature that could be expressed in a variety of literary or artistic fields. Without this support, you find it difficult to make important decisions. Your fondness for rich food lacking in nourishment, compounds your problems. You desire harmony and refinement in your environment and in all your personal associations. You talk about them, but procrastination usually interferes with accomplishment. When things do not go well and your feelings are hurt, you are likely to turn your thoughts within and become uncommunicative. Because you are far too receptive and sensitive, you feel other people's thoughts more than you should. Being idealistic has a creative side, but being too idealistic has a tendency to shut out harsh reality. A lack of confidence leads to procrastination, a need for support and encouragement from others, and a vulnerability to be taken advantage of in many situations. You are not enjoying the fullness life has to offer, as you lack self-confidence, ambition, assertiveness, and energetic vitality that would open your mind to the happiness and fulfilment you were meant to have.
