Your first name of Saaia has given you a desire for self-expression and for positions that allow contact with people, free from the restrictions and monotony into which you are often drawn. However, despite the hurt, you do not tend to brood for long, as you want to be happy and optimistic. You desire to be spontaneous and artistic but there are qualities in your first name that restrict your imaginative, creative talents and make you deliberate and careful. You take pleasure from practical creativity such as cooking, sewing, or craft work. You enjoy sharing, giving, and creating, and you find your reward in seeing happiness in others. It is easier for you to concentrate on, and enjoy, your activities when they are combined with creativity and self-expression. You are an emotional person. You want to plan and budget, and to maintain a well-ordered home, but it is difficult for you to follow through with your plans. This lack of fulfilment of your deeper qualities tends to create repression and frustration. There is conflict between your desires and your expression which does not allow scope for your capabilities.
