The name of Saayan has given you an appreciation for many beautiful and refined aspects of life--music and art, literature, drama--and the outdoors, where you find much peace and relaxation, but it creates a far too sensitive nature. You have a clever imagination and an ability to express your deeper thoughts and feelings through composition and poetry. As you are intuitive to the thoughts and feelings of others, you seldom experience the tranquility that comes with composed thinking and emotional control. You wonder about their origin. If given the training, you could excel in music, art, or drama as you are refined and sensitive, emotional and temperamental, and can be easily and deeply moved by music, drama, and affection. You rarely experience the tranquility that comes with stability of thinking or emotional control. You have many wonderful ideas and plans but fail to initiate action because of lack of confidence. You must fight against self-consciousness and insecurity. You crave understanding and affection but your intensity of desire and your self-consciousness prevent you from finding the happiness you desire. You have suffered many disappointments and misunderstandings because of your inability to express your inner thoughts.
